EDUCATION!!1!!1 - 09/12/23
SOO on 9/11 (lol) i started school!! the college is really cool, it's a lot different than high school. it's so big and i wasnt expecting to find a whole ass food court lol. plus everyone in my class is really nice! i got a lot of compliments on my outfit today which made me happy. i have to take a taxi to school and i was pretty anxious about that because i used to have a fear of men and being alone in cars that i still grapple with at times but it turns out i'm not even alone in there, there's a girl and also a guy who went to my high school and was in my drama class. he's really talkative and we get along so YAY!! we're still getting into the swing of things in class but i'm excited because the teacher is really nice. i'm excited to start my actual college course (psychology) next week!!!!
interview - 09/07/23
AHHHH so i had my interview today for that dual credit program and i thought it would be like, seeing if i was a good fit for it, and i really thought i was gonna screw up and get kicked out somehow. BUT i guess it was already set in stone for me to go because the whole meeting was just like, the nice lady answering questions and showing me how to get around and stuff. i'm really excited actually even though i am a bit nervous about being an extremely small 17 year old going to college KYAA :'). it's all one semester and i'm gonna be taking english (i didnt get my 4th required highschool credit for that) as well as social justice for 3 days a week, and on tuesdays and thursdays i'll be in an actual college lecture hall learning psychology. i hope i do well though i'm sure i will because it looks like i'll have it pretty easy actually. i only have to go from like 9-1:30 i think, and i still follow the high school schedule so i still get all the same days off. aw yeah everythings coming up fish!!!!!
back to school - 09/02/23
EEEK i havent updated this in a while cuz i literally do nothing all summer cuz i live in the middle of nowhere and i have seasonal depression in the summer. ANYWAY ummmm i was supposed to start school again on tuesday but it looks like that won't be happening? it's all really confusing because this isn't a traditional school year for me, i already finished my senior year of highschool but i didn't graduate soooo yeah. #supersenior LOL but apparently i'm able to sign up for this thing where i attend classes at the local college and it counts as college credits but also simultaneously the high school credits i still need to get. which is cool! but im super nervous because i tend to do this thing where i mentally feel like a 12 year old LOL? not really sure why i do that but it does sometimes lead to me getting stressed out over certain expectations with my age or education. im trying to be optimistic though, apparently i'll get to do a psychology course there so that's fun. i guess thats all i have to say for now so.. until next time!
touched grass - 08/21/23
i really have to stop updating this past midnight because now i'm just talking about events from yesterday LOL but ANYWAY i got OUT OF THE HOUSE TODAY! amazing for a hermit who lives on a street where i cant go anywhere if i wanted to. i went out with my family to see the barbie movie again (i saw it opening day with my husband) and also to get dinner ... i love mashed potato yum tgat shit was so good. Barbie was even better the second time even though i dont think my extended family liked it too much LOL i dont have too much else to say other than like working on the site and stuff but it was a good day. till next time! ^3^
yay new page! - 08/20/23
this is the new blog page! i'm very happy with how it turned out :D!! fish doing the dont make the background of every div a gingham pattern challenge (99% fail).
i've moved the stuff about zero escape that was originally on the homepage over to here because now that this page exists the "whats new" can be a dedicated section for update info. i really gotta go to sleep after this cuz its 5 am right neow but my brain is wayy too busy LOL anyway today (yesterday? the 19th i guess. it's early.) was fun i got a haircut and then spent most of the day on here but a bit ago i was on a call with my partners and we started watching nenilein's playthrough of madou monogatari saturn! i'm really excited to get further into it because the art in it is just soo cute :) AND IM HAPPY WE STARTED TODAY CUZ ITS SCHEZO SUNDAY!!!!!! anyway catch you later my back hurts and i gotta fully finish this up lul
og first entry - 08/18/23
i recently finished playing the zero escape series and good gravy was it fun... clover and snake are two of my favourites they are just so sweet i have a weakness for sibling characters LOL i also like junpei luna alice sigma diana and quark a lot :D i wish there was more for me to play but i'm happy. :P
